Why?

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii FOLKS! :D 

Today's a depressing day.

First, MST wasn't good at all. I'm totally screwed. Thanks to myself ya.

Second, JunHyung is officially attached. This is an OMFG news. I was totally shocked when BLYX told me. And the moment I saw their photos, it was._.!

HAHA. Why do I sound like he's my bias?

Nahnah, at least i've still got woonie to me. And I seriously wonder, if anything will happen during the fanmeeting on sat. Will many people end up not turning up? It'll  be hella disappointing uh. I hope, none of the jesters actually just give up because of this.

(While tumblr-ing, found hate messages. Woo, you people out there should get a life.)

Third, I still can't get over my mst. FML.

Aish, I've just got to spam myself with some hunks and cuties to cure my depressions. Heeee. 

First up, LJOE. Dk him well, but i think he looks good :D!

Next up, let's have SongJoongKi! Heeeeeeeeeeee. <3

Onewonewonewonewwwwwww~ LeeJinKi! Saranghae santae! <3

After some spazz at them, I think i'm feeling better!

Off to study folks! Loveeeee and nights! <3

Last but now least, Last long(:!

Earthlings earthlings earthlings! I say hi, and you say hi alright?! :D
Lmao.
Tmr's the start of MST uh, mymy, I'm still here posting! What is this. I'm prepared to die isn't it? Coughs. Well, I'm just posting to say that, schools gonna start again. Idw. What does the time pass so fast? D: Sad die me. But still, i've gotta accept the fact it does. Mehhhhh.

Anwwwww, it's 5 more days to the concert! WEETS. I'ma  happy happy girl! kekekekeke.

Smiling for the sake of feigning really sucks. Because, deep down, you know you're just trying to avoid the fact that you aren't happy at all. And when you remember you're doing this for the sake of of hiding, you know you're the worst. Because, why hide?

I seriously wonder, are we still friends now? I feel that what we're having now is just fakes. The love we have now, is just something we're showing others but not what we really have. I don't understand why, you've  got million of time to go out with your friends and your church mates and yet, me coming your house, you still found reasons that you're tired, you wanna rest. So when you go out with your other friends, you aren't tired at all right? Come to think about it, the bond that existed within us was long ago gone. Ever since you went there, everything changed. I mean ya, it's your life, you can do anything you want, but you chose to forget what we used to have. Do you ever reminisces us? I bet you don't. Cause, you're happy even without me. I should have known this long ago...

TADA! New boy to show you peopleeeee! :x He's so uberrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr cute cum handsome. HEEEEE:x

Kay, had been watching this show, GOD OF STUDY. I swear, it's a show that will make you cry lotsa of times.....though i haven't finish watching it. I think i cried many times alr._. What is this siel. Tch. But well, Just wanted to share him to all of you^^!

I swear, sometimes when somethings don't go well, everything seems to cork up as well. 


I'm extremely fine now. It's just, when everytime i reminisces something idwt, it just brings my mood down. No matter how happy I am. Just those lil lil memories can just make my awesome mood to depression. Laughs. I'm so SENSITIVE. But well, if I weren't that sensitive, how wonderful would it be. Hmmm.

The lil lil not fond memories.

Love me, love me not?
Those memories always stays within me, idt it'll ever be removed from me. But I seriously feel guilty everytime I think about it. I hate it, hate myself for allowing it to happen. Why? Why do this to me? I've been living a willful life, I need to change alr. Controls controls. Please. Iby. 

Hihi folks!
Above is a song by jessica from snsd. Even though i'm not a fan of snsd, but thanks for BLYX i got to know this nice song. It's a song that sounds really sad. Hais. But i still haven't got to know what's with the lyrics. But well, sica, you sang well this time. (:

I've been frequenting my blog recently. Isit because i'm bored? o.o Must be. LOL! YES! Finally tmr no need to rot at home alr. Wootwoot~ Shall update what's on tmr^^.
Saranghae folks~

Wonders.

Hi people. I'm back to post! Muahahahahaha.

Like I told many of you, I was rotting at home yesterday. Tsk. Tmr shall be the day I touch my school work alr. Enough of rotting, before you fail all your MST. God. You this dumb. Had been stalking my idols cum audition-ing this whole afternoon. I wonder, when will be the next time. Hmmmmmm.
Going out on wed! Like a yeah! HAHAHA. It's gonna be my first cello cum bass outing after years! Omo~ So nice of my juniors to be organising those^^. Thurs heading out to do my project. And fri, shall be going out with dearest pang and lynn! :D Can't wait, can't wait~ ^^.


Because of you you you you~
Idk why, but this time, the feeling weren't as strong as how it used to be. Maybe, it's really stopping alr. Comeon, it's been long enough. I mean it. Idkw, but the interactions within them weren't as vivid as how it used to be. I'm letting go? I feel so. I know, I haven't found anyone new, but the feelings seems to be fading alr. Why? How funny, I'm asking myself a question that Idek how to ans. Hmmmm. 

Look B2uties, look at how sad Seobie is. He never never look so sad before. I mean, in almost all the beautiful performances, we'll see him smiling all the way. But now? Comeon. Why make him so sad? Why make him so disappointed in us? Tsk. 

In anw, Yangyo, pleasepleaseplease smile again. I'm missing your adorable side. When i looked at this video, i was totally disappointed, sad even though you all are performing. Cheerup, I want you to be back~!

I realised, I've become more and more hardcore. LOL. Remember how I use to find people stups in being so fanatic over idols. But I myself now, is falling into this trap. God._.! But well, this instance, i know it's worth. heeeee.

For now, i shall stop here^^. Be back later! :D

Shall start off with a video from FT island. This song is addictive:x! Hongki's voice is as awesome as ever. Then there's this blondee, idk his name. But his low voice is so attractive to me. Heee. God, how could i have missed out this amazing song? Hmmm. 

Hello earthlings, how's life been? (: It's been a week since hols starts. Omo, time really flies man. D: Had lotsa fun this whole week. Pretty hectic schedule that I didn't have enough time to sleep. But today was finefine. Finally had a blast sleeping! :x! Slept for totally twelve hours. Awesome me (Y)!

Tmr like got nothing on siol. What shall i do? Rot at home again? Hmmm. But if I were to keep going out, mum also not happy. My wallet also not happy. Cause need to spend money. Tsktsk. Let's see then. This moment, I don't remember I've got anything to do. 

ActuallyIwaswonderingifallalongi'vechosenthispathcorrectlyornot.forsomereasons,

i'mreallyregrettingit.butallalong,

iknewthingslikethiswilldefinitelyhappen.now,it'sallaboutme,

whetherifiwanttofaceit,orgiveupuponit.

It's photos day!

Hello folks~ It's sunday again.I'm so free now that I'm posting here. Or rather i'm not lazy today! HAHAHA. It's been pretty long since i've uploaded pics to "talk" about my life. Well, afterall, picture speaks a thousand words! Vacations starts now! Happy max! Gonna have class chalet tmrrrwwww! EXCITED! :D Thursday gonna meetup with pang and ht.  Friday shall be marina barrage day! :D YIPPEEEEE! Anw, talking about my modules right, i'm getting lotsa B's. HOW? D: I'm uber sad when it comes to that. Tsk. Gotta work harder alr. CiEn, it's time for you to study! JY!

Oleeeeee! I'm going for BEAST FANMEETING WITH CPLH!<3 I AM SO HAPPY! Finally get to see them. Can't wait for it! Omgggggggggggggg!

 My dfi camp group :D!

MYCLASS(Not all here).

 BEASTFANGIRLING! WEEEEEE! vvvvv

LEEGIKWANG.

YOONDOOJOON.

SONDONGWOON.

YONGJUNHYUNG

JANGHYUNSEUNG.

YANGYOSEOB

I've been telling myself to control when i see you. But nowadays i seriously find you very annoying. Idk why, to add on, it's only a month over. Yet, you left me impressions that i couldn't help but dislike. Let's say, if actually one day you realise that everyone hates you, don't find it surprising. Because, i think it's not surprising at all.