Hello to all my dearest folks that's reading.

I think, today's post will be slightly depressing. Afterall, I'll be posting something about granny.

To my dearest granny,
Firstly, I know you can't read english, but i'm bad at typing in chinese. Pardon me alright?
Seriously, time don't wait for anyone of us. Tmr is already the 49th day. 7 weeks.....7 weeks alr. I just couldn't accept the fact that it has alr been this long. I seriously missed you. There hasn't been a day since i've forgotten about you. I always wondered, have you came to our house and took a look at us? How are you?
Talking about visiting you, I still remember that this year, it was just this year, I didn't went to give my prayers to great granny and etc, you asked me, “Girl啊，如果奶奶死了，你会来看我吗？” Back then I really regretted not going, because, I gave you the disappointment of thinking that I wouldn't have visit you even if you're dead. That's why, from that day onwards, I made a promise to myself, no matter what, when, where, I'll visit you. I'll be there tmr!
Imissyouandiloveyouforever.

Every little thing you do makes wonders.

Hi bloggers. I'm back posting. Keke. I realized that, back then, blog for me was to tell you my everyday life. But now I don't? Why isit that I don't talk about my life anymore? Isit like I have a boring life? Lol. Idk?

I think, I've really given up on you alr the feelings that I once felt wasn't there anymore when I was being told to what happened. I'm amazed at how I'm letting go. Like finally. Thanks hur.
Well, it's never the same anymore so I'm really glad glad glad.

I guess I'm gonna stop here for now Yeap! Heh!

So.....anyeong folks! I'm back here posting after so long?
It had been almost a month since I last posted yeap?
So much so that I'm here posting early in the morning at 2.19 am.
Keke. Just how much will I be saying today?

I realised, there's just too much things in the world that I have yet to understand. The more I feel that I should understand yet I wasn't given the chance to understand, I felt that, I'm lost. I'm totally lost in the fact that, I couldn't know as much as how others did. I ever thought, if I were to be given the chance to understand, would I be doing the same things as others did? Or I would have reacted differently? The things I thought was so foolish, would I happen to be doing the same as others did? To what extent will I be doing? And to what extent I wouldn't?
Sometimes, it's all this moment that gave me the time to think about what had happened and what I'm hoping to happen. And then, when things that I have deliberately trying to forget, just came flowing into my mind. Then again, I would have asked, God, if I were given a chance to return to where I used to be, would I still have taken the same path? or, things will be different now?
So what if I've been asking the same question over and over again? Will God ever answer what I've always been wanting to know? No, he wouldn't. It's like I'm wishing for something that would never ever happen. But, how many of you out there had been doing the same thing as I did?
Because, we want to know what kind of fate had been given to us.
Why is life so unfair?
Why do God wants to play with our life?
And then again, there's a saying, Your life is within your palm. You chose what you've been given and wished what you've been wanting.
But, how many regretful moments had already happened?

I thought I know yet I don't know.