Sometimes I do really wonder, and I wonder a lot. Or should I say, I think, and I think a lot? But why is it that there's never ending stuffs for me to think about? To ponder, to get frustrated, to get sucky feelings about it? Hmmm, see, here im thinking about something again. This is so ._.!
Humans brains....so busy. Even if you get to sleep, you dream. Oh god, why make us dream? It's like never will it come true then why bother letting us dream about it? It's like some wishful thinking, something that makes you feel that you freaking hilarious. To have this words haunting you, 'Dream on'.

The rain after the sunny day.

Hello people. It's been so long since I've last blogged. Hey, I guess, today will be another depressing post. Well, I just feel the need of venting out what I'm feeling right now. The feeling that I can't describe but yet I can feel the emotional feeling. I'm not happy, I'm not sad but I'm upset or rather disappointed.
How many times have I told myself to ignore whatever she said, but over and over again, im getting a hand of what she's feeling. I feel the need in telling him that what she feels and what I feel but yet I don't have the courage. I don't know how many more years can this last if what she said actually happen. Because it feels so real but at the same time, I will never ever ever let it happen. What's more for a child like me to take a broken family. I feel so weak and good for nothing. Hah. I'm strong in the apparent yet cry myself to sleep when I feel depress. Lol. But who will really understand how I feel? I'm still a kid for goodness sake, don't take my strong-ness for granted. I do need a shoulder to lend sometimes. But how many real good friends do I really have? And truely, do I even have the courage to tell them?
To whoever who read my blog, I'm fine right now. Don't ask me what happened because I think, I don't have the courage to tell you. Because I'm a coward and it's not my habit to actually tell someone something personal. Please understand and Ty. I just need some time.

Kekekeke. Just let me be abit of a flirt for nowww. Both of this groups....arghhh. So frustrating.

I need beast to comeback soon! If not....suju is so gonna take over in no time man. I'm controlling controlling. Keke.

Sometimes, I feel that, promises are meant to be broken. Somehow, the feelings that back then you once promised weren't going to be as strong as how time passes. Everyone is practically busy with their own life. Talk about being tgt forever is just once a upon a time a wishful thinking. Let's just say, again and again, when things failed, you'll eventually lose your faith towards that promise. How many of them have you lost contact with?
I was thinking, I need to catch up with one of them soon. Let's just say, I'm waiting for the right time no?

Hello to all my dearest folks that's reading.

I think, today's post will be slightly depressing. Afterall, I'll be posting something about granny.

To my dearest granny,
Firstly, I know you can't read english, but i'm bad at typing in chinese. Pardon me alright?
Seriously, time don't wait for anyone of us. Tmr is already the 49th day. 7 weeks.....7 weeks alr. I just couldn't accept the fact that it has alr been this long. I seriously missed you. There hasn't been a day since i've forgotten about you. I always wondered, have you came to our house and took a look at us? How are you?
Talking about visiting you, I still remember that this year, it was just this year, I didn't went to give my prayers to great granny and etc, you asked me, “Girl啊，如果奶奶死了，你会来看我吗？” Back then I really regretted not going, because, I gave you the disappointment of thinking that I wouldn't have visit you even if you're dead. That's why, from that day onwards, I made a promise to myself, no matter what, when, where, I'll visit you. I'll be there tmr!
Imissyouandiloveyouforever.

Every little thing you do makes wonders.

Hi bloggers. I'm back posting. Keke. I realized that, back then, blog for me was to tell you my everyday life. But now I don't? Why isit that I don't talk about my life anymore? Isit like I have a boring life? Lol. Idk?

I think, I've really given up on you alr the feelings that I once felt wasn't there anymore when I was being told to what happened. I'm amazed at how I'm letting go. Like finally. Thanks hur.
Well, it's never the same anymore so I'm really glad glad glad.

I guess I'm gonna stop here for now Yeap! Heh!

So.....anyeong folks! I'm back here posting after so long?
It had been almost a month since I last posted yeap?
So much so that I'm here posting early in the morning at 2.19 am.
Keke. Just how much will I be saying today?

I realised, there's just too much things in the world that I have yet to understand. The more I feel that I should understand yet I wasn't given the chance to understand, I felt that, I'm lost. I'm totally lost in the fact that, I couldn't know as much as how others did. I ever thought, if I were to be given the chance to understand, would I be doing the same things as others did? Or I would have reacted differently? The things I thought was so foolish, would I happen to be doing the same as others did? To what extent will I be doing? And to what extent I wouldn't?
Sometimes, it's all this moment that gave me the time to think about what had happened and what I'm hoping to happen. And then, when things that I have deliberately trying to forget, just came flowing into my mind. Then again, I would have asked, God, if I were given a chance to return to where I used to be, would I still have taken the same path? or, things will be different now?
So what if I've been asking the same question over and over again? Will God ever answer what I've always been wanting to know? No, he wouldn't. It's like I'm wishing for something that would never ever happen. But, how many of you out there had been doing the same thing as I did?
Because, we want to know what kind of fate had been given to us.
Why is life so unfair?
Why do God wants to play with our life?
And then again, there's a saying, Your life is within your palm. You chose what you've been given and wished what you've been wanting.
But, how many regretful moments had already happened?

I thought I know yet I don't know.

Anyeong blogggg.

It's been real long. Like seriously long. Been really busy yeah, so I've got no choice but not updating my blog. Many things happened this part two weeks.

And now, she's gone for real. As much as we expected, it was as unexpected. We know, but we dk it will come that soon. Life's really unpredictable.
Really, so much regrets. At least, I didn't regret spending her last few days with her, and seeing her peacefully going away.
Next life, let's be grandma and granddaughter related alright?

Right, I'm here actually to post up one thing. Keke.
Have been spamming myself with mr removed vids of different groups.
And then, i was so amazed by TVXQ, no doubt they're asia no 1?

Enjoyyy, Jaejoong sure have a nice voice ^^.
Shall end here for now! heh.

Time check: 3:10am.

Hello.
I can't sleep. I'm tired. I know. But I just can't sleep. Tried listening to songs, but it serves no help at all. My mind kept wandering off to granny. It's all about Picturing what had happened for the past few days. So many things can change within such a short period of time. I regretted, regretted for taking certain things for granted. Since thursday, I saw how my granny look, I thought, she'll get out of the hospital in afew days time just like how it used to be. And when I happily went out after visiting her, thinking that tmr I'll visit her with my family again. Unfortunately, a phone call came, and that's it, a stroke strike her. Rushed all the way to sgh after hearing the news. Waited and waited until she's done with her check-ups. Went in and visit her. Her eyes closed...not able to open up by herself anymore. I thought, it was just the hospital stopping her from opening because scared she'll be giddy. And when I realized it's the cause of her left brain damaged, I was utterly shocked.
That day she sounds fine to us, able to hear and talk to us. And that stayed at hospital for awhile more and went home. At night went to visit her again with aunts and family, she still sound fine, was still able to tell who are my aunts are and even talk to them. Thus, we stayed for half an hour more and left the hospital since visiting hours was long ago over. We all thought that she'll get better the next day.
Yeap, the next day she was still fine, and what's more, she was joking with us! Just that her damaged kinda expanded. Just a lil. We thought she was gonna pull through. It's just two more days! And went home after about 4 hours.
Next day, which is just yesterday, woke up at 730. Wanted to head off to market to buy stingray and etc for class BBQ. But I was in a dilemma if I should go to the BBQ and have fun? Or visit granny? And Hella I would be damn fucking guilty if I didn't visit her for one whole day! And what's more? She's in such critical stage, I can't afford to exchange something I can still do with visiting granny. So I decided to not turn up for BBQ. Went to text Jaime and Xuan Wen about it. Then I went back to sleep.
After not long, aunt called us, telling us granny's consciousness is detioriating...of course, I was all worried. Waited for news see how my parents wants to do. After awhile dad comes home from work, chiong all the way to sgh! Went into the room, the atmosphere was utterly depressing, kept calling granny. Telling her not to worry and so on. Her hearing, got worse. We need to call many many times before she even nod her head for once. Looking at her state, everyone cried.
I mean god, it's just one day! One day only! You chose to make her weaker? And not strengthen her? Why?! It's just one day, she was still joking with us. And the next day, you made her even nodding her head so difficult. Why?!

Granny, if you really care for us, I need you to live on, I need you to watch us grow up into better grown-ups, get married and have great grandchildren for you! You have to witness all this things please! You can't afford to just leave like that, I know you have many things you can't let go, so please get well and get out of the stupid hospital standing! Please.

I promise I won't take things for granted anymore. Granny, i love you. God bless you.

Hellos folks!

I'm supposed to be posting this on the 3rd of September, but I FORGOT! Omomo. Sorry Jangtenz! HAHAHA.

Firstly, let me say, 

"HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JANG HYUNSEUNG OPPA!"

Alright, I didn't forget that it's your birthday yesterday. Just.....I forget that I should post on blog. To add on, I was really lazy yesterday._.!

Was trying to upload some songs to itunes....then I realise, I cannot just import the song from another comp. ARGH. Dumb itunes. DUMB APPLE! 

Heh, slacked all the way at home today. Hehehehe.

I've been sleeping and waking up late nowadays.

I think i really need a job soon. If not the promise i made will be damn fail._.

Alright, before i go, some AWESOME songs for ya! ^^

Suju mrsimple~

Dal's the man i opposed!

Suju's Yesung's For one day~!

Anyeong folks. Ttys! ^^

Hello bloggerssss!

Ahhhhh! Quite moody now. I can feel dark clouds hovering me! So damn annoying! I always have the exams blues before exam! Well, I search for it myself. Always don't study! Annoying ttvm. But still, I really hope I won't walk out of the exam class regretting what I didn't do. Aish. Seriously, I think I already know everything alr yeah! Afterall poa is a subject that I've taken before):! It's just, I'm worried that somethings I'm supposed to know I didnt know! Jeeeezzz!

I don't understand why....

Anyone folks!
Wanted to post up some photos taken this past few weeks. But blogger don't let me post from my phone.

Dk what to post uh. Seems like my days are becoming dull?! Lol! Right, studied 3 chapters of poa today! 3 claps for cien! Hahahahaha. So rare ley! Wanted to study one more chapter, but my brain like fail me! Can't concentrate anymore! So, I stop luhhhhh~~~

Gonna sleep soon folks! Tmr shall be a better day!

Somehow....

Hi bloggggg! Omg i haven't been posting for so long.
*bows* I'm sorry~

Life sucks! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. But i can say, i'm feeling more relieved now! Know why? Causeeeeee, i'm left with only ONE project! YAY! and also two more papers. But i think it shouldn't be a vey major problem. HOPEFULLY! Seriously.

Anddddddddd, folks, i dyed my hair. When i was in the salon today, i kept thinking if i should dye or not. It's my first time you see. And i scared i'll miss my black black black hairrrr D:! I definitely will miss it la. But still, i need a change :x. Hopefully you people will find me okay with this hair colour. Seriously, i still have yet to get use to this hair colour._. I'm like, who is this. LOL!

Ahhhhhhh, i bet harold will say something tmr._.
I'm thinking thinking thinking what he'll say. LOL!

And yeah, this week is revision week, and why do i feel like it's not? ._.
I'm practically going back to school almost everyday! WTH! Ahhhhhhhhhhhh, for math sake, i need to endureeeee!@!#!@$@!$!@$!@$!@#

God, i pray that he will be fine. Please go and have a check up soon.

You should totally listen to this damn dayum song! :D
From daesung of bigbang! <3

Kay, so I heard this song from b2st tumblr. It was display all due to hyunseung...

Then I was thinking what went wrong at shanghai's fanmeeting.

And then....I found out he's crying? Idk if it's due to his yawn or the flashes of the cameras or something else.

But something damn infuriating is that....some f-king shanghai fans got the number line of hyunseung's for fansign, instead of going to him....went to other members for the fansign. 

Damn them.That's so unfair. Tsk.

Even though my bias is dongwoon, I'll never never never do that hyunseung. So annoying.

Alright, enough of that, well, I just realise daesung's voice is amazinggggg! Omg. I can't believe. At first when i was listening to tumblr, it didn't state who was the one singing it. Untill I tried my luck, searching it at youtube with the repeating words 'baby, don't cry', and it came out with many options. One of them were daesung.....then I was thinking, will it be his song? Then I pressed it, and tadaaaaaaaaaaaaa, yes it's him! heeee. Gonna download it later. teehee. Just wanna share! :D

It's been 6 days...


Hi folks! I'm back^^.
I'm getting lazy and busy nowadays. But at least i'm updating here! heee. Just expect at least a post every week beh! :D
Recently, many things ran through my mind. I'm trying to think positively. Hmmmm.
Need not worry, it has got nothing to do with you^^.

3 more weeks, just 3 more weeks and i'll have a good rest.
Hoping it to reach soon, but at the same time i'm not. Because this means I need to finish everything alr.

Shall end my post here! :x

It's been days....


Hi guys! I'm back to posting. This weekend, I'm obviously chionging all my project @ once. But of course, I did slack :x. HAHAHA. Don't have the resilience laaaaa. But I'm sure I did something. Definitely. :D

Let me introduce you to some songs kayyyy?
Firstly, "I cherish that person." It's sung by the lovable Yangyoooo! :D

Secondly, it's "Mona Lisa" from Mblaq!

Thirdly, "Moon Light, Star Light" by Secret.

Fourthly, "I am the best" by 2NE1.

Enjoy the songs yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. :D I think it's nice, dk about you. heeee.

Anw, life sucks. So many projects. Grrrrrr. One proposal is alr killing me. ITB totally killed me. Fml.

DBMS, haiya, nothing to say. IFMM, haven't even do any research. GenEd? Hais. 

Mehhhh, Jiayou be cien. Omg.

Idk, seriously dk.

Hi folks.
It's been days since I last posted. Actually I've got nothing to post now. The days had been the same, it's all about school and work. What else you want to know? Lola.

Today's stomach had been weird, always under pain condition. It's been hours. Did I eat the wrong thing? D:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Tsktsk.
Anw, project deadline are coming to an end, Idk how am I supposed to handle everything at a time. Arghhh. Control control.

Whatever. Shall end my post here for now.
Loves.



Are you okay with him? Seriously? I mean I think I'm quite late now, since the post was two days ago. I think you two are fine now, I suppose?
Actually, I've been thinking, why haven't you been telling me if anything had gone wrong with the two of you? I mean ya, I hope nothing went wrong, but when things went wrong, I weren't someone you're telling to. Isit because of what I used to say? Or isit I'm not the right person to consult to?
Idk why, but i'm feeling the distant between us. Anw, you don't have to think that you're sorry for making me feel so. Because I know, there must be a reason why you aren't telling me. And this message is suppose to ask if you're fine or not. (: Of course, hopefully this message doesn't affect anything between us. I just want to be frank with you^^. Don't worry yaaaa:D!

Beautiful quotes that have meaningful meanings.

Life's getting tougher everyday. 

Project project and more project.

What's worst is, feeling dejected because you're the worst in the class. Like seriously.

Idek if I actually been to the right class or not. Or rather, the right course?

Sp's sucha stressful school. All they talk about is academic.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. SCREAMS.

Now, this moment, Ihatemylife.

Anyeong folks! It's been quite sometime since I last posted right? Let's say, I was busy with school or I'm lazy. Or isit, I've forgotten that i've got a blog?

I'm spazzing alot nowadays. Especially B2st. Ever since that fanmeet. Omg. I think I need control myself abit. Or not, if i continue to be so, i'll never finish my homework or do my project man.

Everything's coming at a go. I can't handle it. Like seriously. I mean, I'm supposed to be able to. But I seems to not able to. Why? Because I'm purely lazy. There's always a tmr word for me. And when it reaches. It's tmr again. fml. Need to change my habit._. And know what? I'm finally concentrating in class nowadays. 3claps for me! Know why? Because MST makes me realise, not listening=D.I.E. Thanks for that hur. Lol. And I seriously need to improve my GPA, or not I can say byebye to my university. 

Somethings are really contradicting. Idk, Irdk if it's right or wrong to feel so. It's always like that. No matter how hard I tried, it still feels the same. Why?

Imissyou.

It's july the 4th.

Hi folkssss!

The very first thing i'm here posting isssssss.............*Drum rolls*......

YES! It's Yoon leedah day! :D Woots. 

Saeng Chuka hamidaaaaaaa <3<3<3!

I'm missing them again D:.

Ah, well, it's his day, so I shall be happy! God bless you uh^^.

Next up! It's also CANDYFOOSHIHUI's birthdayyyy! Heyyyyyyyyyy, you're appearing here you knowwwwwwww~ Teeheeee. Happy birthday granny foo. Imy. Meet up soon):!

Right, got back poa results. 3cheers for me, because i did badly._. Shit myself ya, tyvm. Thanks to your pj-ness and careless-ness, you got a B. Ya right. Smarty. See how well you did. Fu. I was pretty depressed about it. But I chose to ignore the fact. Because ykw? My the other friend's sad to, Idw to increase her sadness ya. So you know. I've got act like i'm all happy which in fact, I'm not. Fml. And here i'm complaining. Sorry ya blog.

July 2nd, The best day ever!

Let's say, i'll forever remember this day!

I WANT TO SEE YOU GUYS AGAIN. LIVE. THIS TIME I WANNA BE NEARER TO YOU ALL. I SWEAR! SARANGHAE! 

Seobie's smileeeee. *Melts*

  ♥BEAST IS THE BEST!!!!!

 

It's blurrrrrrrrrrrr. But this is credited to my camera. At least i know i did take pictures of them alright!? :D

Dongwoonieeeeee, I totally love your face here. What are you talking about with yoonleedah?! That you gave such a face? 

DORK! This dork is so lovableeeee! HAHAHAHA. Yesterday, he's full of fanservice. Like ttvm those. Kissing the screens, mehrongs and smiles. He's so nice yesterday. Totally loving him. <3!

HAHAHAHA. Yoonleeeeeedaaahhhh is so adorkableeee! OMG! Can't take it:x

Just find seobie's expression cuteee:x!

 ♥Aren't YANGYOSEOB's POSE CUTE?! ♥

Junhyung-*looks up and down*
Seobie-*What isit that you want to say!?*

They are laughing to their inside joke ♥! 

All vey curious about yoonleedahs cake. Cutie pies! <3!

 Cheryl and my self designed shirt. But before anything, let's credit it to cheryl's writing! Muahahaha. 

 Dearest and I!

 ALONE!  ♥

 Againnnnnn ♥ ♥ ♥~!

 Cheryl, mine, amy's and syulynn's ticket! Woooo~

 The four of us! The paper was damn nice! I swear! But by the time we wanna buy, it's closed._.! But it cost 6bucks each you know!

     The three of us^^!

 MY TICKET!  ♥ ♥ ♥

 Cheryl and my lightsticks!

As shown in the picture, this was definitely taken by this fangirl call chifron. She's a gikwang bias anw. But who wouldn't love all of them?! ^^ She wanted to take a picture of woonie but woonie told her to take it for him instead. I'm really envious of her you know? Dongwoon actually pose-d in her camera. If only it was mine. I swear, I'm gonna treasure the picture alot. When will the next be when I'll see you guys again?

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Alright now, let's talk about what actually happened on the actual day.

Meet up cheryl at kovan for cosmo and lightstick. Actually we even wanted to make the shirt at kovan. But both giordano and hangten there totally failed us. So we left no choice but to head to somewhere nearer to expo, tampines. Went there dk for what actually. HAHA. We wanted to get something for both our bias, but we're freaking afraid that it won't reach them. Therefore we gave up that thought. To add on, I totally dk what to buy for dw. D: But after awhile, we decided to shop at century square. Told cheryl that we should try the giordano here after we shopped at comics again. LOL. So fortunately we bought it! Wooooo! But we were rushing while doing. And cher's marker need a long time to trace, cause it's not thick enough. And I actually ran up and down twice around century square to look for a thicker one. And then i realised, century square f-king hell don't have a stationery shop. Boo them man._.! Haha. That left us no choice but to trace over it again and again. And i think after about 30mins to 40mins cher's done. We rushed to the toilet and get change. After changing, we realise how awkward it is. Everyone's like practically staring. Laughhhs. Skip this. We rushed all the way to mrt and take mrt tenahmerah then expo. Upon reaching, we saw lil small kids that are supporting BEAST as well. We were like wtf -.-' Quote from cheryl-" When I was at their age, I only knew powerpuff girls and etc. And now......look at them!" I'm totally agreeing to her at that point in time. Right, we went to queue straight after we reach hall 7, which was about three halls away from max pavi. We were like, why is the queue so long and the weather was f-king hot! The sun is totally burning! My god. Kept complaining. But thank got the line went fast. We were in at around 5:05? (side words-I smuggled my camera in:x! WELL MANY PEOPLE DID!) Settle down and waited for them to start! After 15mins? They came on stage presenting SPECIAL! Boosting our hype-ness! Man, The first time when I saw them coming up to the stage, I'm totally speechless. (Hey, it's my first time alright.) I'm like, I'm finally seeing them! Even though it was quite far from my seat, but i'm still glad I saw them.Many things happened while i was busy screening the screen with my camera. Let's skip what happen in the middle, because it's too much! It's all in memories anw. I'll remember it. The time where dongwoon did the cute aegyo sound, him not hitting any pins without obstacles, his laugh, "SONNAMSHIN", his features. The time where doojoon did the kiss to the crowds, all his fanservice! His teases. It's all omg. Junhyung, his voice was totally low. I kept tell cheryl his voice is really low. I thought dw's voice was the lowest amongst them all but I swear junhyung's one can totally fight with dw! Yoseob,gikwang and hyunseung, i didn't really remember what happened for them. Because i never really see their faces up close. I wanted to see hyunseung so much rl, i want to see how he look like. I REALLY WANT TO! But he never came over to our side. What's the thing i'll never forget about is their singing and how dongwoon look in rl. He's really goddamn handsome. How on earth did this person even existed! To add on he did ran down the stage and came over to my side. I was so close to reach in, but was blocked by many many human obstacles. Was really depressed. But I can't help but be mesmerize by his looks! I swearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! Junyhung too, i saw him! I SAW HIM! JOKER! OMG. He kept coming over to the right side of the hall. He's smiling more now! I'm glad. But I was really sad that i can't really see the rest. Because i know gikwang was so busy consoling that particular fangirl, hyunseung keep being by the left side. Yoseob running everywhere! I do make sure that i need to get better seats another time round. Let's say, after yesterday I really loved beast alot more. I'm glad, I'm really really glad that I'm a b2uty! Thanks for existing, MY DEAREST BEAST!

Dongwoonie's really VERYVERYVERYVERY HANDSOME!
I swear with buddha.

Last but not least, I'll miss them.

Pictures are all credited to syulynn, me and others that i've gotten from.

I SWEAR I AM GOING TO ENJOY MYSELF LATER! WAIT FOR ME!

Beasties, have a safe journey here alright? Seeyousoon! Saranghae. 

Why?

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii FOLKS! :D 

Today's a depressing day.

First, MST wasn't good at all. I'm totally screwed. Thanks to myself ya.

Second, JunHyung is officially attached. This is an OMFG news. I was totally shocked when BLYX told me. And the moment I saw their photos, it was._.!

HAHA. Why do I sound like he's my bias?

Nahnah, at least i've still got woonie to me. And I seriously wonder, if anything will happen during the fanmeeting on sat. Will many people end up not turning up? It'll  be hella disappointing uh. I hope, none of the jesters actually just give up because of this.

(While tumblr-ing, found hate messages. Woo, you people out there should get a life.)

Third, I still can't get over my mst. FML.

Aish, I've just got to spam myself with some hunks and cuties to cure my depressions. Heeee. 

First up, LJOE. Dk him well, but i think he looks good :D!

Next up, let's have SongJoongKi! Heeeeeeeeeeee. <3

Onewonewonewonewwwwwww~ LeeJinKi! Saranghae santae! <3

After some spazz at them, I think i'm feeling better!

Off to study folks! Loveeeee and nights! <3

Last but now least, Last long(:!

Earthlings earthlings earthlings! I say hi, and you say hi alright?! :D
Lmao.
Tmr's the start of MST uh, mymy, I'm still here posting! What is this. I'm prepared to die isn't it? Coughs. Well, I'm just posting to say that, schools gonna start again. Idw. What does the time pass so fast? D: Sad die me. But still, i've gotta accept the fact it does. Mehhhhh.

Anwwwww, it's 5 more days to the concert! WEETS. I'ma  happy happy girl! kekekekeke.

Smiling for the sake of feigning really sucks. Because, deep down, you know you're just trying to avoid the fact that you aren't happy at all. And when you remember you're doing this for the sake of of hiding, you know you're the worst. Because, why hide?

I seriously wonder, are we still friends now? I feel that what we're having now is just fakes. The love we have now, is just something we're showing others but not what we really have. I don't understand why, you've  got million of time to go out with your friends and your church mates and yet, me coming your house, you still found reasons that you're tired, you wanna rest. So when you go out with your other friends, you aren't tired at all right? Come to think about it, the bond that existed within us was long ago gone. Ever since you went there, everything changed. I mean ya, it's your life, you can do anything you want, but you chose to forget what we used to have. Do you ever reminisces us? I bet you don't. Cause, you're happy even without me. I should have known this long ago...

TADA! New boy to show you peopleeeee! :x He's so uberrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr cute cum handsome. HEEEEE:x

Kay, had been watching this show, GOD OF STUDY. I swear, it's a show that will make you cry lotsa of times.....though i haven't finish watching it. I think i cried many times alr._. What is this siel. Tch. But well, Just wanted to share him to all of you^^!