Hello people. It's been so long since I've last blogged. Hey, I guess, today will be another depressing post. Well, I just feel the need of venting out what I'm feeling right now. The feeling that I can't describe but yet I can feel the emotional feeling. I'm not happy, I'm not sad but I'm upset or rather disappointed.
How many times have I told myself to ignore whatever she said, but over and over again, im getting a hand of what she's feeling. I feel the need in telling him that what she feels and what I feel but yet I don't have the courage. I don't know how many more years can this last if what she said actually happen. Because it feels so real but at the same time, I will never ever ever let it happen. What's more for a child like me to take a broken family. I feel so weak and good for nothing. Hah. I'm strong in the apparent yet cry myself to sleep when I feel depress. Lol. But who will really understand how I feel? I'm still a kid for goodness sake, don't take my strong-ness for granted. I do need a shoulder to lend sometimes. But how many real good friends do I really have? And truely, do I even have the courage to tell them?
To whoever who read my blog, I'm fine right now. Don't ask me what happened because I think, I don't have the courage to tell you. Because I'm a coward and it's not my habit to actually tell someone something personal. Please understand and Ty. I just need some time.
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