Folkkkkkks! Anyeonggg! :D
It's a week to vacation, happy muchmuch! Heeee. The word "vacation" sounds so much nicer than hols. For idk what reasons:x! HAHAHA. Sorry I'm not being myselfff~ Say, all the schools except poly had alr started hols, life's so unfair. Hmph. But still, I'm having soon. I'm happyhappy! HAHAHA. But......I'm having tests during this week. Tsktsk. Wo bu yaoooo! D: Haiya, forget it. I can do it rightright? ^^!
Right, to all O's chinese humans out there, GOODLUCK! && All the best! You people can do it. Don't be afraid! :D!
I'm happy, I'm not happy, I'm happy, I'm not happy, I'm happy, I'm.............
How am I feeling now? Idek. I seriously wonder what's going on with my mind. Hmmmm,for instance everything feel fine, but the next instance everything can go down the drain. Well, I was thinking why.
Dedicated to my dearest Belinda liaw:
In times like this, idk what to say to you. What I can tell you now is that , cheerup and hang on. I mean, I'm not god, i can't tell you what will happen and what will not happen. Maybe certain things are meant to be gone through, it could be, like you said, a lesson for you to learn to cherish your daddy. But still, of course, none of us wishes that he'll leave. Of course, as much as I know, I can't be in your shoes now. Bec, this never happened on me. I can tell you thousands of cheerups and stay strong, but I know, you may agree on this instance, but next instance you can just cry over it. Now let's just wait for the report, let fate decide then. Of course, everyone will pray hard for him to live and be cured! <3
Sunday, 29 May 2011
Tuesday, 17 May 2011
It's vesak day!
Hihi folks!
It's vesak day! So....Happy VESAK day! :D Say, even though I should be eating vegetarian today, i still went to eat meat. Tsk me man! I'm so._.! Budden cannot blame me ley! It's been long since I went to the purple market liao lo. I want to eat stuffs that I've been wanting to eat. Seriously, I miss alot of food there! I WANT ALL THE FOOD TO BE IN SP! LOL! That's so freaking impossible right? D:
I'm alone at home nowwwww~ everyone went out except for my granny. Hais. Loner. And I'm supposed to be doing my hw laaa, budden I shall do it later. And to add on I'm suppose to complete my ppt slides. But, hais, it's giving me a big headache. Like seriously. I don't even fucking know what I am supposed to be doing. It's like so complicated. Don't understand why we must do all this research for. Crap siel. I WANT HOLS NOWNOWNOW! Grrrrrr! Poly life isn't to enjoy, seriously. I feel so stress, like now only? WTF? Arghhh, control control control! *whooshwhoosh*.
It's vesak day! So....Happy VESAK day! :D Say, even though I should be eating vegetarian today, i still went to eat meat. Tsk me man! I'm so._.! Budden cannot blame me ley! It's been long since I went to the purple market liao lo. I want to eat stuffs that I've been wanting to eat. Seriously, I miss alot of food there! I WANT ALL THE FOOD TO BE IN SP! LOL! That's so freaking impossible right? D:
I'm alone at home nowwwww~ everyone went out except for my granny. Hais. Loner. And I'm supposed to be doing my hw laaa, budden I shall do it later. And to add on I'm suppose to complete my ppt slides. But, hais, it's giving me a big headache. Like seriously. I don't even fucking know what I am supposed to be doing. It's like so complicated. Don't understand why we must do all this research for. Crap siel. I WANT HOLS NOWNOWNOW! Grrrrrr! Poly life isn't to enjoy, seriously. I feel so stress, like now only? WTF? Arghhh, control control control! *whooshwhoosh*.
Wednesday, 11 May 2011
Wednesday the 11th!
Anyeong folks!
I'm posting today! It's been 6days, so I feel that there's a need to keep this blog ongoing before it ends up like how it is previously.
Say, it's wednesday already man. What is this D:! I don't want time to fly so fast you know?! D: I feel the shortage of time when projects deadlines are coming close. Hais.
Coming weekends got camp yoyoyo. Hopefully I enjoy man! Wish me luck! (:
Tothinkyouactuallycometothispointofwantingmetofeelsopathetictowardsyou.
idkifyou'retryingtoshowmethatyouhavetheabilitytodoso,oryouwanttoshowmethatyouwantit.
toaddon,ifonedayyouactuallyrealiseyoudo,pleasetellmetruthfully.atleasti'llfeelmuchbetter.
ifnotidkhowi'lllookatyou.I'mtrying,reallytryingtogetoverit.
I'm posting today! It's been 6days, so I feel that there's a need to keep this blog ongoing before it ends up like how it is previously.
Say, it's wednesday already man. What is this D:! I don't want time to fly so fast you know?! D: I feel the shortage of time when projects deadlines are coming close. Hais.
Coming weekends got camp yoyoyo. Hopefully I enjoy man! Wish me luck! (:
Tothinkyouactuallycometothispointofwantingmetofeelsopathetictowardsyou.
idkifyou'retryingtoshowmethatyouhavetheabilitytodoso,oryouwanttoshowmethatyouwantit.
toaddon,ifonedayyouactuallyrealiseyoudo,pleasetellmetruthfully.atleasti'llfeelmuchbetter.
ifnotidkhowi'lllookatyou.I'mtrying,reallytryingtogetoverit.
Thursday, 5 May 2011
Downdowndowndowndown.
At this time, 5:59pm, thursday the 5th, I'm feeling utterly speechless.
imaybelookinghappybuti'mnot,deepdowni'muberjealous.whylikethat.ihatethis.idon'twanttofeelso.ifeeltheneedforsomeonetocheermeup,butnobodyknowsi'mfeelingverybadnow.whydothistome?whyalwaysme?whyamisuchacoward?iwanttobestrongerandstraightforwardlikeialwaysdoes.buttowardsyou,ifailedbadly.nomatterhowmanytimesitrytoencouragemyself,it'snotworking.reallynot.iguessbeccauseit'syou.
Ahhhh, got to stop being so emo~ HAHA. But I know i'm lying to myself. But give me some time. When I get use to everything, it'll be over. Just refrain from letting me seeing it again. Or not, i'll seriously begin to hate you/dislike you. The feeling is horrible i tell you. You should know very well. It seems like, you're rubbing salt to my wound. I don't know how to put it, but definitely, I'm jealous. For once, I'm assured. Very. The envy in me increases everytime, and idk if it will stop any sooner.
I may look like I don't care, but I do.
Saranghae folks! (:
imaybelookinghappybuti'mnot,deepdowni'muberjealous.whylikethat.ihatethis.idon'twanttofeelso.ifeeltheneedforsomeonetocheermeup,butnobodyknowsi'mfeelingverybadnow.whydothistome?whyalwaysme?whyamisuchacoward?iwanttobestrongerandstraightforwardlikeialwaysdoes.buttowardsyou,ifailedbadly.nomatterhowmanytimesitrytoencouragemyself,it'snotworking.reallynot.iguessbeccauseit'syou.
Ahhhh, got to stop being so emo~ HAHA. But I know i'm lying to myself. But give me some time. When I get use to everything, it'll be over. Just refrain from letting me seeing it again. Or not, i'll seriously begin to hate you/dislike you. The feeling is horrible i tell you. You should know very well. It seems like, you're rubbing salt to my wound. I don't know how to put it, but definitely, I'm jealous. For once, I'm assured. Very. The envy in me increases everytime, and idk if it will stop any sooner.
I may look like I don't care, but I do.
Saranghae folks! (:
Sunday, 1 May 2011
Hi folksy! :D
Sunday again._.! BWG. And before anything, Happy Labours' dayyyy~!
Tmr is a public holidayyyyyyyyyyyy~ YAY~ Happy dao max. Got an extra day to rest! :D Weets.
Going out tmr! It's been long since we last did shopping tgt. So yeah! :D
Dk what to say le la. ._.!
Again and again, i'm telling myself to stop thinking. But it doesn't work. Especially when it concerns you. But now, it's working abit. Dk why, but I don't have the urge to wanna see you everyday anymore. It might be a good sign isn't it? Afterall, it won't work. Hahs.
Every girl, have to learn to live without a certain someone someday, and learn to live with someone everyday. And that concludes, I need to live without you for now or rather forever. And someday, the someone that I'll have to live tgt everyday will come to me. I'm certain, everything will be over someday. (:
Sunday again._.! BWG. And before anything, Happy Labours' dayyyy~!
Tmr is a public holidayyyyyyyyyyyy~ YAY~ Happy dao max. Got an extra day to rest! :D Weets.
Going out tmr! It's been long since we last did shopping tgt. So yeah! :D
Dk what to say le la. ._.!
Again and again, i'm telling myself to stop thinking. But it doesn't work. Especially when it concerns you. But now, it's working abit. Dk why, but I don't have the urge to wanna see you everyday anymore. It might be a good sign isn't it? Afterall, it won't work. Hahs.
Every girl, have to learn to live without a certain someone someday, and learn to live with someone everyday. And that concludes, I need to live without you for now or rather forever. And someday, the someone that I'll have to live tgt everyday will come to me. I'm certain, everything will be over someday. (:
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