Hello people. It's been so long since I've last blogged. Hey, I guess, today will be another depressing post. Well, I just feel the need of venting out what I'm feeling right now. The feeling that I can't describe but yet I can feel the emotional feeling. I'm not happy, I'm not sad but I'm upset or rather disappointed.
How many times have I told myself to ignore whatever she said, but over and over again, im getting a hand of what she's feeling. I feel the need in telling him that what she feels and what I feel but yet I don't have the courage. I don't know how many more years can this last if what she said actually happen. Because it feels so real but at the same time, I will never ever ever let it happen. What's more for a child like me to take a broken family. I feel so weak and good for nothing. Hah. I'm strong in the apparent yet cry myself to sleep when I feel depress. Lol. But who will really understand how I feel? I'm still a kid for goodness sake, don't take my strong-ness for granted. I do need a shoulder to lend sometimes. But how many real good friends do I really have? And truely, do I even have the courage to tell them?
To whoever who read my blog, I'm fine right now. Don't ask me what happened because I think, I don't have the courage to tell you. Because I'm a coward and it's not my habit to actually tell someone something personal. Please understand and Ty. I just need some time.
Friday, 25 November 2011
Monday, 7 November 2011
Kekekeke. Just let me be abit of a flirt for nowww. Both of this groups....arghhh. So frustrating.
I need beast to comeback soon! If not....suju is so gonna take over in no time man. I'm controlling controlling. Keke.
Sometimes, I feel that, promises are meant to be broken. Somehow, the feelings that back then you once promised weren't going to be as strong as how time passes. Everyone is practically busy with their own life. Talk about being tgt forever is just once a upon a time a wishful thinking. Let's just say, again and again, when things failed, you'll eventually lose your faith towards that promise. How many of them have you lost contact with?
I was thinking, I need to catch up with one of them soon. Let's just say, I'm waiting for the right time no?
I need beast to comeback soon! If not....suju is so gonna take over in no time man. I'm controlling controlling. Keke.
Sometimes, I feel that, promises are meant to be broken. Somehow, the feelings that back then you once promised weren't going to be as strong as how time passes. Everyone is practically busy with their own life. Talk about being tgt forever is just once a upon a time a wishful thinking. Let's just say, again and again, when things failed, you'll eventually lose your faith towards that promise. How many of them have you lost contact with?
I was thinking, I need to catch up with one of them soon. Let's just say, I'm waiting for the right time no?
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